We are seven months into the Coronavirus in the United States. I have been working from home for seven months. And I found out...
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This is 40 and somehow @BackstreetBoys still keep me going
I turn 40 years old today - July 12 - and there's something different about this year. This past Monday, I lost someone very special...
Bottle Them Up: @BackstreetBoys are the best antidepressant
Years ago, talking about suffering from something like depression was kind of taboo. Hell, it still is in a way, but people are more open...
Nice to meet ya, what’s your name?
I have been taking an internet break the past two days, but it's been very hard. You don't realize how addicted you are to Instagram and...
When the fangirl doesn’t have time to fangirl right now …
Two Fridays ago, my Mom fell out of her wheelchair and broke her femur in the leg that she had partly amputated July will be two years ago. So...
This, that and ‘Viva Las Backstreet!’
It's been a minute since I wrote a real blog post on here. So I'll try to catch everybody up on what's going. I started a part-time job at a...
Thoughts: 2016 holiday blues are in full effect
For anybody that knows me well enough, they know that I pretty much hate the holidays. I'm not a fan of them. When I was a kid, I was all...
Thoughts: Does it ever get better?
I used to be depressed a lot. So much so, I contemplated a lot of bad things. I'm not happy... in fact, I'm always sad and depressed. I've...
Sometimes a boy band can save your life…
If it weren't for the Backstreet Boys, I would probably be dead. Some days, like today, I've thought about just ending it all. That would be...