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Site Update: I’m alive and still here and still here … barely.

by | Apr 10, 2021 | Shop, Site News | 2 comments

First off, I’m starting this post off with a late “Happy Easter.” I hope everybody had an amazing holiday.

Someone asked me in a DM the other day if I was giving up The answer would be a big “HELL NO.”

Things are slow in BSB land right now. Did they ever start on that Christmas album? I don’t think so, unless it’s separately. Who knows. But between work and my Etsy shop, I haven’t had much time to do anything else.

I haven’t been feeling that great so I’m going to the doctor Monday to get some answers and if the doctor doesn’t want to do anything about it, I’m finding another doctor or someone who will listen to me.

The depression has sunk in even more than it was last year and honestly, work and Etsy is the only thing keeping me going at this point. I have gained weight. I feel like total shit, and the fact that I’ve gotten my two vaccines doesn’t make me feel much better about things.

So … I don’t have any new posts to pick apart the same things that’s been picked apart 494,392,485,201 times, or “OMG, AJ’s song is coming out next week!” and then “OMG, AJ’s song is coming out in two weeks! Three weeks!” (I’ll believe it when I see it.)

Someone a few weeks ago said something about the fact that they need to know if we are updating so they know who to give their “follow” to. Hm, I don’t understand that, but if you don’t want to give your follow to us, I understand. None of the other girls have been writing on here besides Britt a month or two ago and our new writer Aimes.

Literally, there’s nothing to write about.

Besides Nick having a baby, changing his Twitch name and branding, AJ keeping the suspense up for a song that we’ll probably never end up hearing again (we heard it once on the nail polish livestream), and Brian holding in-person concerts for Baylee, there’s nothing going on. Kevins in the woods or mountains and Howie is building condos.

When I, or the other girls, feel motivated to write something, we will. We aren’t taking ideas from others just so we can have something to post. We are a year into this pandemic and honestly, even though we are getting vaccinated, there are still idiots out there who won’t wear a damn mask or doesn’t believe in the vaccine, that are going to keep it going just enough so that we can’t get our lives back.

At this point, who knows if we will ever get to go to concerts again.

At this point, who knows why I’m even writing this post. Someone will find it too Negative Nancy. Have ya’ll that follow my personal Instagram or Facebook noticed I barely post pics of myself anymore? Because I’m ashamed and hate myself.

In the coming days or weeks, I’m going to be making a few changes to the site. Nothing drastic. It will still be all BSB, obviously. I’ll just be tidying it up for when or if our lives ever get back to normal.